I command the man who speaks without fear of retaliation. I cannot bare the thought of baring my heart to the world. I can not confide in a world that doesn’t understand; a world that will judge, and sentence me. Not for crimes, but for my believes. When truth is open ended, and open for interpretation. Integrity and treating your fellow men as a brother are no longer a way of life, but entities of the past. I safeguard my heart. Like a coward I hide my emotions, my true feelings. “To be nobody but yourself in a world that’s doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight…” I have fought this battle, and my soul has become collateral damage. Without a confidant I carry with me a burden, and broken soul when I can no longer be true to people around me, how can I be true to my self?! Fear dictates my every move, and I find my self falling in a vicious cycle. I have fallen in the tides of life that can not be tamed.