Well, today is the day I say goodbye. Today I will face the world, focused on what’s to come, and not what was once. ” A memory is no hiding place” so, i say goodbye. A path to new a beginning, less heartaches, I say goodbye to yesterday and hello to tomorrow. I say goodbye to the man I used to be, and hello the man i could be. Goodbye to past, and hello to the possibilities. The past is a guide post to the future, perceptions is a string of memories, the past is not a physical, but a state of mind. Thus, I take control of my mind, and again i say goodbye. I say goodbye to the past, I say goodbye to you!
I command the man who speaks without fear of retaliation. I cannot bare the thought of baring my heart to the world. I can not confide in a world that doesn’t understand; a world that will judge, and sentence me. Not for crimes, but for my believes. When truth is open ended, and open for interpretation. Integrity and treating your fellow men as a brother are no longer a way of life, but entities of the past. I safeguard my heart. Like a coward I hide my emotions, my true feelings. “To be nobody but yourself in a world that’s doing its best to make you somebody else, is to fight the hardest battle you are ever going to fight…” I have fought this battle, and my soul has become collateral damage. Without a confidant I carry with me a burden, and broken soul when I can no longer be true to people around me, how can I be true to my self?! Fear dictates my every move, and I find my self falling in a vicious cycle. I have fallen in the tides of life that can not be tamed.